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July 2011

             "Bitch , you're the bitch that tell those ppl that Imma bitch , isn't it ? Stop acting one innocent ! "

Peishi , I know you've been suffering this few days cos of sinbun. yeahs , his protective. He protect youh once , he helped youh , but , he said he dont like youh ? I know , you've hurt. you've hurt when youh saw Charmaine photo in his facebook profile. I know your feeling. Im so useless , I can't help youh. But , I've tried. Youh dont have the courage to talk to sinbun , to face him , not even him , and Zijian them. Right ? Haii. I've worry about youh all the time. Im afraid to saw youh get hurt. Cos you're one of my Babe. My true friend. ♥ You've help me once , twice and trice. Yet I did nothing. Im useless , isn't it ? )= I'll help youh to comfort them on monday. I'll try my best to help youh in what I can do. Alrights ? Jiayouhh for your everything. :D

Baby , Missing me , right ? I knew it :B Weeee ~ Nothing to write to youh ley. Plus , youh already know everything , right ? Weeee ! Monday will be seeing youh soon. Continue to miss me uhs. :D ♥





                                  "You're perfect , you're my everything , If I lose youh , Im nothing ♥"

Whoooots ^^ The 10th day ♥.Waiting for 1 month to be reach . Kays , Start my post. Morning , same thingy , took bus to school , then went up hall with Siuli Nuer and Denise Nuer ? Then , KelvinLee at my back and I didn't notice ! =.= Then , headed up to put bag time. He kept on step my leg siol ! Wahpiang eh ! Then , went down faster :b Complain to Rayyan. Weeeee ! Then , Rayyan cannot come up also siol. Cos only prefect can come up -.- KelvinLee take my book , run here and there , then I also like Crazy girl , run here and there for getting back my book. Imma silly girl :B. Then , Rayyan also secretly come up , help me chase him. Weeets ^^ Then , the Sara keep on looking. Jealous uh ? ^^ Then , Kelvin Lee play catching with Rayyan , Siuli Nuer , Denise Nuer and I ^^ Woah ! Kns. I nehver tio catch by anyone ^^ Weeee :D. Afterthat , bell rang , went to do dutyy. Shall skip this part . After Duty , CCA time. Freaking boring )= Missing erhmmm ~ Deeply ♥. Then , CCA also got jogging. Lika shit. I run , run , run. Woah ! Sweating all the wayy uh ! Wahlaoo ! After CCA , chiong to girls toilet with Shermaine and Meimei. We slack at there all the way. With Xin tong also ? (= Then ,  Keep saw Rayyan wallk past ♥ ! Weeeee ~ Wahah. Then , at toilet , Meimei and I kept on sing song :B Holyshyt ! My singing voice so weird. Ihateit :B. Sucks ! Afterthat , went up for Chinese class. Then , Recess time ^^ Rayyannnn is spending his time with me . Such a sweet guy he is . Isn't it ? :D Ppl might jealous ! Weee ~ Then , saw Didi. He shoo cute ! But , Rayyan more :B ! Wahah. :D Then , talk half way , play half way , slack half way at staircase , bell rang -.- Then , walk together with Didi and Rayyan to Canteen. ^^ Weeee ! Happydieh. Then , went up to class for lesson. Before maths lesson , waiting for Miss sewa came. I played scissors , paper , stone with Cameron. If I lose , he will slap my hand de that one. Holyshyt ! But , I nehver hold hand with him lurhh. Then , he beat me , EXTRA EXTRA EXTRA hard siol. Youh know what ? Beat until got abit blood come up siah ! Now still got abit red ley. Blood siol. Holyshyt ! Kays , gonna stop here ? :D BaiiBaii ^^♥

♥ - You're different , you're the first person who treat me different way. youh treat me very good. Ilovetheway ♥. youh spent time with me ? Youh help me. No one can replace youhh. ♥. You're mine , just mine. No one can take youh away ! :D


                                           "Romeo and Juliet , a very common couple , Isn't it ? ♥"

Weeeee ~ Teacher's day , Im performing :DD Weee ~ But , got audi siol -.- Later fail , cannot pass ? then , diehhh ! :B. Can , start postingg ♥. Morning , went to school by taking school bus . Sit with Kelvin lee and Demi mama ? Kelvin Lee very funny siol . Wahaha. Laughdiehhme :B Then , reached school , Denise Nuer told me good news :b. Then , we chiong to take form at general office. thenn , went girls toilet there , saw Rayyannnn. His hand injured ? )=. I heartttpainn. Actually , want to comfort him as Babe and Denise Nuer keep forcing me plus I also need to do my part. Budhen , Imma shyy girl :$ Im sorryy. ♥. Then , he cried. I xia dao ><. Then , after he left to parade square for assemble. I regret for not comforting him. )=. Nehvermind. Hope he understand. :D. Then , after everything , 7.30 , went up to form class , then went to hall for celebration. Siannn all the way. Daydreaming all the way. ><. Then , 10.30 recess ♥. Saw Rayyan at recess , he told Tricia somethingy which I felt erhmmmm ~ ^^ Then , slack at girls toilet with Meimei. ♥♥. Whulalaa. Hyperdiehme. Saw Rayyan there also hor ? Hahah. :B. After recess , went assemble at canteen time , the Ze rong go tell the Eric dont know what alibaba thingy. Then was like , i fucking angry. then shout at him abit ? Rayyan jiu move behinddd. Weeeeeeeeeee ~ My heroooo. :B. Then , headed back to the dont know what play game. Was like , fucking not fun. =.= Kk. Nothing muchh. Stop here , alrights ? Dont miss me too much :B. ♥ Baiiii ^^

Babyyyy ♥ Missyouhhhhh.


                                   "Yeahs , I love being yours , cos I love all your sweet talks."

♥. Iloveloveloveyouhhh. Weeee ! Happydiehhme ! ^^ Today is the 1 week for me with someone :b. Then today , is the 33th day of Taeyang and I . Hooooray. Time fast very fast ? Tick tock , tick tock. The times went to the next day ! Kk. Start my posttt. Morning , took bus to school , same thing. As usual , went to hall put bag , then saw Sara. Was like , my heart kept on say Eeee siah :B. Holyshit. :B ♥. Then , headed down to Canteen find my Babe , Shiyan papa them. :D Zijian and Sinbun them come spray us. Lika shit siol. They aiming pajiao :b. Keep aim until my leg -.- go diehh ! :B. Then , bell rang , went to basketball court there , saw Yongsheng didi. Call him to call me Jiehjieh. He got call ley. Ohmygod. So cute. >< Then , headed to do dutyy , planning this and that. 7.30 , chiong up to Chinese class :D Twinne told me one bad news , then I straight away no mood )=. Maybe , she's leaving me here , and went back malaysia. Miss her. ♥. Then , afterthat , went for Maths lesson , Qihan get scolded. Hoooray ! ORBI :B. PE lesson , went to field . Damn hot siah. The sun super big :B Kept sweating ! -.- Then , Recess time , buy drink with Meimei , then headed up to girls toilet , standard place. then was like , Meimei and I chatting , Rayyannnn ♥ walk pass , then ask me something , i nehver heard. He angry )= My Laughing so loud siol. Ofcos cannot hear larh ! Haiyohh. Then he angry me , ignore me ? My heart broken into shattered pieces )= Budhen I'll forgive him already :D Then , while walking to science lab , tears flowing down . I was like , Lucky , abit only. If not , Miss Ng confirm ask me what happen or my friend )=. Kk. Then , skipp all the way larh. Assembly time , the ERIC SEE peep at me )=. I very scared siol. I keep complaining to Rayyannnn when I reach home! Weeee ! He my hero ! :B Then  , nothing much ? :D. ♥ , Baibai peeeeps ^^

Whoooots. Imissyouhhhhhh. ^^ ♥♥♥♥


              "Iloveyouhh in real. Love is not about looks , tall or short or whatever , is about feeling <3"

130711 ♥. Plus , the 32th day of Taeyang and I ♥. Precious diehh ! Dont feels like posting about today >< Dont know why , I have a jealous feeling ? Erhmmm. Im so curious about myself. 'One girl' , talk to him ? Ohh ? That 'girl' acting blur ? Act like nothing happen ? Alrights. Since youh want act like nothing happen. I play with youh , youh want ? I can act more blur than youh k ? Dont step one big. P4 only. :D I also P4 hor. Anyway , Imma must more older than youh. Im born in january 12 k ? How about youh ? Puiii. No one want to remember your birthday ? :B Girl , grow up , accept the fact. Dont act blur. Ppl dislike youh. Dont try to snatch ppl away from me. cos , I'll hate youh. =.=Fuckoff , bitch. Youh can just shutup , and fuckoff. I dont give a fuck. so , fuckoff , as far as youh can :D


                                          "Kays , you're different. Different from others. Idiot !"

Whoots. Lalalalalaaa ~ ♥ Elmo ? Nowadays , Elmo so popular :b. Dont tell me Im addicted to Elmo. Is a no ! k ? =.= Kk. I quick post. Morning , took bus to school with my Demi mama ♥ , Then , headed up to girls toilet find my Babe , Peishi ♥ Then , we slack , walk and chit-chat. Shiyan papa so cute siah. Then , Yilin like , saying some jokes ? Demi mama also. Hahah. Then Babe also laugh XD I also laugh ♥ Laugh is the BEST medicine , isn't it ? :D Insomnia ♥ Kk. Then , do duty time , very cold to my Siuli Nuer o.o Sorry. Babe and I kept on disiao Denise Nuer about Yongsheng . My another useless didi :b No offense uh ! Then , went to Chinese class at hall. The presentation. Then , saw Shiyan papa them PE behind . Woah. Saw Shuaige *-*. :B Malcom larh. The very famous shuai ge ! Whulalaaa. Then , went back chinese class. Siannn . After Chinese class , went for dont know what stupid lesson ! My spelling get quite low. abit low only marh. Liddat also want nag me , scold me , stayback for recess. kns larh youh =.= You're here for teaching k ? Not for nagging. Idiot ! :B Then , headed up to Recess at 9.50 liddat -.- Rayyannnnnnnn and Meimei waited for me. Ahwws. ! So sweet siah them ♥. ^^ Then , headed to recess. Nothing much lurhs. My new fringe like , very weird. Rayyannnnn also cannot recognize me >< Hoho. :B. Then , try wear Meimei's spec.was like , ohmygod. I saw weird :B Hhahahha. Kk. Then , back to lesson. last period ,  maths class. Get warned by Miss Sewa so many time -.- Cos I kept on talking with Cameron and Meimei. :B Imma talkative girl. Ohmygoshh. Thennnn , cher ask me sit beside Putra -.- the Roti Prata. =.= Then I like , fucking angry. Cher so bad >< Sit beside boy , then the Qihan keep say , Putra uh ! Putra uh ! Kns larh. Friend only k ? -.- Hahah. K. Nothing muchh. Staying back tmr. Chionging for Practicing dance. :D Hopefully , we are in time , if not , must dragggg til next year ? Goshhhhhhh. Kk. Stop here. Baibaiiiii. Im so tired of posting. =.= Tatataaas. ♥.

Boy , you get me highhhhhh ~ ♥


                                        "Oh my boy , I cry I cry , you're all , I say good byebye"

 Whoooooooooooots ! Somebody to love , can youh hear me ? :B Lalalalalalaaa ~ Kept on singing siol. I fucking hyper now. 30th day of Taeyang and I , precious until I can dieh ♥ Taeyangggg , Handsome guy :B Whulalaaa. Eeeew. Nothing to post during weekend. Cos Imma apple , rotting at home all day longg ♥ ^^ Well , Stay at homeee. Feels like drinking KOI ♥ Ohmyfuckinggod. And yeahhhhhh , Im addicted to Lollipop , pop , pop. K-pop ! Omg. This few days keep listening to Korea song. Especially BigBanggg. Yeahyeahyeah ! Cutted my fringe. Cutted bangs. I can bangbang dieh youh ley. omg. omg. Im being childish this few days.. Over-hyper liao ^^ Whulalaaa. :D :D Alot of smiling face hor ? Tell youhh larhh , I now hor , fucking hyper . Hyper till i kept laughing and singing song ley :B Oppppps. The glass gonna break sooon siah . My sound sucks to the max. When Im singing :b Eeeeee. I want go Clementi ! I want gooo ! :B I want every single things of BigBang. My papa say , maybe next week or what , buy for me BigBang bag ^^ Black colour. Nice one. Papa , Ilovediehhyouh ^^ ♥ Nahh , heartshape for youhh. Kk , stop here. baiibaiii ^^

Lastlongggggggggg. ♥





                "You're just a piece of shit to me , you're nothing. Stop getting my attention , alright ?"

26days <3 Morning , woke up , took bus to school , then Kelvin Lee at bus so irritating -.- Gay siah him. Demi mama keep on scold him :B Then , follow Demi mama go find Babe. Then , we went to canteen with Shiyan papa , Demi mama , Yilin jiehh and babe ♥. Then , saw Sinbun they all. Was like , Wahahah. Time to aiming :B Nice one right ? Then , we want shoot , but no time larh. Then , 7 liddat le , went to girls toilet take their bag. Then Shiyan papa and Yilin jieh and Demi mama go up hall ? Babe and my two Nuer and myself went up hall. Then , down to do duty ♥ Siannn all the way larh. Cannot drink cold water somemore -.- Kns. Then , nehver drink lo. After doing duty , went back to hall , saw alot of chinese ppl over there , then Denise Nuer and Siuli Nuer and I jiu like . what thing uh ? Then we just sit down also :B But , is lamelame de thingy larh =.= Afterthat , back to form class for maths lesson. Damn siannn siah. Then , PE time , told cher stomach pain . Meimei also. Then we sit there , chatchat. Cher tot we lying siah. kns. also dont have. =.= After PE , chiong down to girls toilet , my standard place ^^ Then , Moosoon came in also. =.= Kns. Then she very funnyy siah. Moomooo ~ Wahaha. Then went to canteen makann. After makan-ed , went back to my standard place , toilet. Saw Rayyan , he ask me what happen. Woah. So caring uh. Stomach pain until I walk lika penguin siah -.- Then hor , we at girls toliet practicing aiming :B I aiming pajiao siah. My aiming got problem -.- Then , Chicken little de cher lesson. sibei sian. Went to science lab. then , Neshvind sit near me and Meimei. Damn irritating siah. He wants to get my attention ? Siao uh him. He bangala siah. Sucks siah him.Afterthat , went back english class. Sian daooo want to sleep liao =.= Eyes closing. then , suddenly , knock-knock. Then saw Rayyan come in 4/5 ? I xia dao siah. the first person i saw is Rayyan. Second person is Ze rong =.= Kns. Then hor , Cameron seat beside me. Sibei noisy. Lika dog barking :B hahah. Then Qihan act close to me. Keep talk to me. Ohmygod. =.= And hor ! At science lab , use the torch light to shine me. Eye sibei pain siah. Another shit -.- Keep making me laugh and whatwhatwhat. Then , headed back to Assembly. Sian larh. The Assembly thingy damn boring siah. Sibei lame -.- P3 they all keep laughing. Childish dao cannot make it. 12.45 liddat then dismissal . Tao yann siah. Then damn angry. Go find Babe and Nuer they all with Meimei ♥. Afterthat , stayback. Nothing much. Baibaiiiii peeps <3




Neshvind ( Bangala ) -
Ehh youh ! Like me uh ? Expect me to like youh back ? Woah ! Pro siah youh. Wait until next year also dont have. Go diehh k ? I wont like youh de k ? Youh bangala. Ugly lika shit . =.= Lemme tell youh , Ihatediehyou.


Lastly , <3 . Woah ! Such a caring person like youh shine up my day ^^ Thankyouhhh ^^ Dont know what to tell youh siah :B kk , wait. I'll slowly slowly find back my courage talk to youh barhs. Baiii ^^


            "I love youh deeply , but youh nehver know how much I did <3 Cos Imma heartbreaker </3"

Whulalaa ! Today , damn unlucky siah. Not in the good mood today siah. Lots of thingy happen? Yeahs , gonna start posting . Morning , woke up , took bus to school <3 Then both Nuer ♥ waited for me . Went hall put bag. Then denise nuer say want go find Rayyan. ^^ Then , saw Babe also , then bring water bottle come down.went to cantenn there.Then , Spraying here and there with Babe -.- The Rayyan help me spray back her :B Wahaha. Thankyouhh , thankyouhh. Then , walk to girls toilet again , Babe spray me again siah. Was like , Shout abit :x. Shiyan papa spray back her. Damn funny siah my papa. Babe run inside the door , then Shiyan papa go from on top , spray. Wahaha. Damn funny larhs. Then Rayyan go spray Sinbun . Hahah. Sinbun angry time , damn funny siah. :B Then hor , they went back hall , we jiu go find Ze rong settle daiji. Then , was like , he scared scared siah -.- kns. Then , I shout at him. was like , damn angry siah. Then , they went up hall , we jiu go do duty. :D Duty time , damn sian larhs. Talk about BigBang ♥ Then , back to chinese class. Nothing much . After chinese class , went for science lesson. Damn sian also. Recess time , went to walk around. Then went to basketball court. ask Meimei got saw Ze rong anot ? She say dont have. Then I went canteen , keep shouting Ze rong. Then , saw him. GO chase him. He keep run away siah. Wahlao eh ! kns siah. Then i catch him , shout at him , asking him why give ppl my number. Then that weihao , and Pangsai they all go extra. -.- Kns. ! Lika shit ! Then , I like , cannot make it larh. I sibei angry. I angry until my tears flowing down liao siah. Then Meimei cheer me up ♥ Thanks alot. You're the one who cheer me up when I need .......................... :D Then , like , tears dropping , then force myself dont cry as Meimei makes me laugh le. Then , bell rang , went to line up. If Im not wrong , Rayyan ask Meimei weather I cry anot. Ahwws. So caring ! But , you're not there for me. Nehvermind. Maybe , you're busying playing barh. Sighs. Then , headed up for lesson. At class time , sibei kns siah. Ppl keep saying I like Cameron. Kns. He lika shit siah . Not good to me , not handsome , not cute , irritating. Please larh. use brain to think. -.- I swear , I won't fall for him okie ! -.- Then hor , was like , damn sian. No mood in class. Went to toilet with Meimei , dont feels like looking in to other classes. Omg. Luckily today I nehver cried :B Wahah. After Lesson , chiong to toilet secretly :B Then putra saw me and meimei , then go complan -.- Luckily we run quite fast to toilet. Hahah. Then , Babe came , went to Bus-bay there wait for Rayyan. Afterthat , went to put bag , then walk to canteen. Damn funny siah. The Rayyan go pull the Juncheng PE short down. hahah. I faster turn another side. Damn funny siah. Babe and I laugh until stomach pain -.- Then , headed up to 4/3 class there dance abit. Wahaha. Dancinggg ! Whulala ! Denise Nuer , Siuli nuer , Meimei and Peishi is in the group. 5 person. I taeyang :B Small Taeyang ^^ Wahahah ♥ Then , Kelvin Lee go say those pervert thingy , we laugh like ohmygod siah. Damn pervert siah. What cucumber and Pizza -.- Whattheeeehell ! Ohyeah ! Omg ! I dont want with Tricia group A siah. I know I'll same bus with her le -.- Kns. I dont want ! )= NO mood siah. All my friend at group B. Lika shit nia. Cher eye pajiao ! cannot see who is who de bestfriend. Go diehhh larh ! -'- Angryyydieh ! Then , spray water -.- Dancing this all larh. Blahblahblah. Back to home afterthat :D Baibaiii ♥ 


Im happy that you're so caring. Im sorry for those thing happen yesterday. I know , I hurt youh , that's why I told my Babe to tell youh happy ? Then youh say yeah , very happy. )= Heartbreak youh know ?! Haiyohhhh. Promise , not to have next time :D


                          "youh give me a feeling that others nehver give it to me , you're special<3"

Blahblahblah ! Damn hyperr now siah. goshh ! Heard from sebrina that BigBang is coming to singapore soon ! BigBang , I tell youh hor , aku is coming to find youh. I want Hi-5 session with Taeyang siah :B I want huggggg Taeyang. No , I must buy Taeyang go home <3. I can look at him everyday , then I confirm everyday very good mood de. :D Whulalaaa. ~ Gotta start my post. morning , took bus to school :D Then chiong to put bag at hall. then chiong down find my Babe , Yilin , and Demi mama with my both nuer. Denise and Siuli <3 And then , went to toilet there , saw Sinbun , Zijian and my that useless ahkor -.- Sit down there daydreaming -.- kns. Then , Sinbun and Zijian come spray us. We spray back. Like siaozhabor. Damn fun ! Then hor , Rayyan go spray back Zijian. (Y) good ! Orbii ! then Babe want spray back Sinbun , Sinbun kick till one bag , then almost fall down. Then he shout like gay siah. We laugh like what. Then they go spray my demi mama till all wet. kns. then we take revenge :D then nothing much, Skip all the way till class time. Recess , nothing happened -.- Then , maths class. kenna bully by alot of boys siah. Then hor , I jiu like , want cry liao siah. They throw those sharpsharp thingy on me. Very pain siah. Where got boy liddat de ? go diehh better hor ? Idiot. youh bangala , go dieh larh. Eat shit ! BANGALA ! no brain -.- Then , i like , dontcare. Neshsvind lo ! keep bully me. idiot bangala. Shitter. Then , was like , after school , went to wait bus come , infront , saw Zijian and that useless ahkor -.- my eyes pajiao , cannot see siah. then they talk loudloud. I look up , saw them -.- Wahpiang. Then Zijian come spray me siah. I like , all wet ley. omg. Use Denise nuer de water spray back. Then , Rayyan come down spray also. orbi ! Wahaha. I got security guard hor ! :B Then , back home , went down to Clementi with papa. Bough Bigbang thingy , then homesweethome. Thats all. Baibai.

Youh nehver know girls feeling. Stop listening to me . You're not my dog. I know youh respect me , but is like  , Haiyohh. Fine. I forget it -.- youh guys , dont know how girls feel. Youh all nehver nehver nehver know ! Cos you're not girls. Girls are complicated. <3. Try to recall what youh said to me. Youh'll found out. Im sorry. -.-

And lastly , bastard , dont give ppl my number larh hor. youh tmr get it from me hor. Tell youh , aku not easy to bullied. kns.


                              "I can get youh , but not your heart. Imma heartbreaker. Youh shutup ."

Lollipop , pop , pop ! The 23th day. <3 Precious ♥ Well , all the way doing my homework. Force by mum )= Yeahs , not gonna start any post about today. As I dont have the mood. Shall I post one letter to my Korkor ? Yeahs , I think I should (=  Dearest brother ♥ ! You're the first korkor that I respect so much. What youh did back to me ? Can youh recall back ? I treat youh extra good youh know ? Even ppl misunderstand me and youh , I dont fucking care them , I care about youh , I cherish youh , I sayang youh. What youh did back to me ? Talk to youh on facebook chat , called youh korkor , youh say WHAT. Then , asked youh what youh doing ? Youh replied me back , Need youh care ? Youh know your word hurts alot ? Even that I nehver like youh , but I like youh as my brother . sometimes , I wonder , do youh treat me as your meimei anot ? Do youh ? Or youh treat me as your rubbish ? Im not ! I love youh as my korkor , but now , no longer. Yeahs , you're still my korkor. but , I dont love youh as korkor anymore. I can't believe that I have a korkor that is so cruel. Hurt my Babe once and twice. Nehver even bother about her. You're a boy ley ! Stop being liddis can anot ? Saw her , run away. You're a boy , not girl. Face the fact. :D I very disappointed in youh. This is what I can say to youh. :D Wake uppp ! Lies. Boys love to lies , play girls feeling. Hongster nehver die , Bastard nehver die , fuckers nehver nehver die (Y) ! Boys , stop being that selfish. Youh realize this few days , I kept talking about the same subject ? Cos I realize , july , there's so many girls get hurted by boys. Girls tears are not worth for boys. But yeahs , its always easy to say , but hard to do ♥. Lies </3 Hurt </3 . Maybe , single is really a good thing. Maybe , love yourself is better than love others. Its all maybe. Lastly , easy to say , hard to do ♥.

Bastard , fuckers , hongster. Fuckoff from hurting girls can anot ? Fuckers -'- Ihateyouh alot alot.


                     "I wonder why boys love to hurt girls feeling ? Should I did back the same to them ?" 
Insomnia cos I miss your stupid smile <3 I wonder why boys hurt girls feeling so often ? I wonder why. Should I hurt back them the same way like how they hurt girls ? Should I ? Maybe I should. Cos they dont know how to treasure , cherish and appreciate. For 'SOME' boys. ( no offend ) . I should did back the same way to them. That was fun , isn't it ? Since they Love to play ppl's feeling . I will nehver forget that how 'he' hurt me. total up is already 5th time <3. The 5th time. I want to know why , really why. Maybe , I dont understand boy. But , are they really so cruel ? Saw my korkor did the same way to Peishi and Meimei. I felt so pain for them. Seeing them get hurt by him. Seriously , youh are very selfish. You're my Korkor. I can't did anything back to youh. Cos I show respect to a korkor like youh . But , youh saw me , youh also did the same thing , run away from me , and say get lost. Youh know every word youh said out , it hurts ppl ? Well , I dont get a deep hurt. Cos I nehver fall for youh. Budhen , youh treat Peishi and my Meimei this way. They seriously get a deep hurt. Knife stab into their heart , youh want try the feeling ? I can did it back to youh. but , I dont want. Cos I dont want to hurt youh. :D Hope youh wake up from all this. I know youh won't be reading this , but nehvermind. Just hope <3. And yeahs , to the someone , you're mine :B I know im selfish. Sorry for that :D the fifth time youh hurt me? Yeahs , hope youh remember. And I hope the group A and B ,we same bus . I really hope. And yeahs , my Meimei too ! but , she can't. Hope youh can. But , I know , only in my dreams. )= I know youh treat me specially <3 From the way youh talk to me , I know Im important ? And lastly , to that idiot bitch. Ehh ! I trying to avoid those stupid problem liao siah. What youh fucking want now ? Post on your wall " Whaddhe ? You're bitching me back worhs ! By the way , I'm not in the wrong . You are th one who dont friend here and there , seriously , don't go too far ." Wah ! Youh ask me dont go too far ? How about youh uh ? :D Youh also dont go too far. Cos from your top till bottom , I disliked alot . Since youh say I started dont friend here and there ? Go ahead. Cos I know , I nehver. Is just that , I dont want to get close to youh and contact youh anymore. I just want me and youh to leave a gap. and yeahs , pretend we dont know each other. Just like last year , I dont know youh and youh dont know me. But , since this is the fact. Come'on :D Lets play this game together. I'll win youh one day. Bitch , youh want bitch me , go ahead. I'll bitch youh back. Once I bitch back , I make sure youh beg me and say sorry :D Told youh , Im not fun to be mess with. So , fuckoff with your everything. Oh , shutup and fuckoff bitch ! I dont need youh. Thanks alot. Even I still miss youh , I can did all those thing that is cruel to youh. Im not fun to be mess with. Youh ahlian , i scared ? Hahah , youh ahlian , I ahbeng ley ! How old only ? Play this kind of ahlian and ahbeng game. -.- Lame shit . <3 ! Yeahs , not gonna waste time typing much here. ;D Peeps , Baibai . Lovesyouhh :B ♥ Opps , the heart is booked for someone ^^



                                      "Why am I afraid to lose youh when you're not even mine ?"

21th days. Treasuring those day that is the memories of Taeyang and I <3. Well , morning , went to school , same thing , went to girls toilet with my Demi mummy . Then , saw my Shiyan papa :D Then , saw Peishi , went up hall put bag with Peishi <3. Afterthat , went down to find my Shiyan papa and Demi mama ^^ But , nehver saw them , instead of us sawing Tricia. was like , ohmygod. She also finding Demi mama. LOL ! Then , me and her just like , nehver talk. Finally found my papa and mama . Then walkwalkwalk :D Peishi trying to snatch me away from Demi mama and Shiyan papa ! Wahaha ! Shiyan papa protecting me uh ^^ Then was like , snatching me , she's mine ! Wahaha. I so popular :B Then , the zijian go throw something on my Shiyan papa. So bad. then , Shiyan papa angry , then go scold him. Then 'they' spray water -.- Demi mama angry , scold them like what. Nice one (Y) Then , Demi mama also use Sweetheart's water bottle to spray back them ^^ After that war , went to do duty at canteen. 7.40 liddat , chiong to CCA ! Realize that Meimei nehver come )= Then I alone. So lonely larhs. Well , skip all the way till recess ? Yeah , as usual , slack at canteen as my Dearest meimei nehver come , thats why ! >< Saw Rayyan , was like , nehver talk to him. Wahaha ! Only say Hello. Sorry larh ! Dont have the courage to talk to youhh larhs. Tuesday , tuesday confirm will talk to youh de. No worries ^^ Well , english lesson at last two period. Was like , sian diao sia. Cher ask me to copy a longlong paragraph thingy , cos I failed :B Eeee ! I dont want ! So tired sia. Lazy do larh ! Kns. Ang gu kuay larh ! Whatdeeee ! Woah ! Stomach is calling me to go makan ^^ And yeahs , guess , Im gonna stop here. :D Tatataas ^^ Baibai <3.

I enjoy being in my Childish world . Dont ever judge me cos youh dont have the right :D I dont sacrificed for youh , until one day , youh sacrificed for me. You've change , I've change , the world change and everyone change. Im no longer the girl youh know anymore. Cos I realize , youh dont deserve , I dont deserve. I've change. Stop judging me. 


                  "I know I look lika sotong to youh , but , youh love it , I love it , that's our happiness <3"

If you're clever enough , I believe that youh can see I've deleted all my post . I dont want my past anymore , so I decided to delete the older post , and started a New post <3 ! Well , today is the 20th day that Im in love with my Taeyang ! And yeahs , busying stalking Taeyang ^^ Found out that he is 23 year old this year ! Whulalaa ! And yeahs , Dong Yong Bae (동영배) is Taeyang real name ^^ Im waiting for the 100 day of Im in love with Taeyang uh ^^ Well , gotta start my blur post :B Morning , took bus , sat behind with Demi mummy , she ask me to follow her go find my Laoma. ^^ then , headed up to girls toilet find her >< then , saw my papa which is Shiyann :B Wahah ! SHE became my papa le :B *giggling* then , went hall put bag , chiong down to stalk Ahkor ^^ Then was like , saw Tricia. Nehver talk to each other ^^ Yayphey ! Then , stalking korkor all the way till he go up hall ! Then , saw Rayyan , Laoma want tell him something , but forgotten ? :D I keep saying Shhh , then pull Laoma away >< I so bad ! Wahaha (Y) This is my style ! Then , headed up to do duty. Talk and walk around. Saw Jazz , the head prefect , then was like , she called Nuer , laoma , Sweetheart and I to stand there. She say "P4 cannot do duty !" Wahlao eh ! Dont do duty , then we be prefect for what sia ? -.- Then trying to find xiangying , but cannot find her. Then , we went back to chinese class. Mr Song take our class as our Chinese cher absent ! Whulala ! Mr song damn funny sia ! Make me laugh like what ! Wahaha ! After that , went back to English class for lesson -.- Feels like sleeping in that cher class. Seriously , cannot make it , damn boring ! Whatdeeeeehell ! Cher ask us to do pair work for compo writing . Sian to the max larh ! Then , recess time , ate Curry Puff ! Whulala ! My Twinne favourite <3. After eating , Meimei and I went to girls toilet. Asking Meimei to be my translator to Rayyan. Dont have the courage to talk to him , that's why I ask Meimei ! Wahaha :B then , was like , I keep hiding inside girls toilet :B Then , Meimei and I try to secretly run away , but he catching -.- Then I run to Sweetheart there ! Wahaha. Then run back to toilet ! Whulala ! All the way till bell ring , then back to class ^^ Miss Ng got come ): I miss Mrs Lee alot ! She's a nice teacher. Im glad to have a science cher like her. But , she's going for lesson. So , cannot teach us anymore )= So sad uh ! Well , 1pm liddat , PE time , was like , my class damn noisy :B Meimei and I keep disturbing Cameron ! And uh ! The Liew Qihan keep on disiao me sia ! Then , say Hi this all ! -.- So irritating larh ! Aiyohh ! Guess , im gonna stop here ? Yeah , Baibai ! Off to eat my dinner ! Hungry ! Ohyarh , my above photo looks like blur sotong :B Waahahh !